Friday, April 29, 2011

29 April =)

I thought.. Our love will never End..
I thought.. we still have the chance.. =')

two days ago , I'm Happy with all the word you call me.. Text me..
it seems like we go back to before..
My Mr Bean , i always believe all the word you say..
although it was a lie.. i still believe.. Because , ILY =)

But everytime when i'm tryin to give us a new chance..
I'll hear so many thing about you..
i don know it was real or not..
I just hope.. all the thing they tel me was'nt true =')

I really dont know What should i do anymore..
I'll Try My Best.. :')
25 / 4 / 11 , 10:16pm .
I'll Remember this time , that moment , those word , That call , That Message =')

" WAH LOON " ,
CYRIL CHIA CHUEN HOU , NUMBER 7 ! GOOD LUCKK !!! =)




Wednesday, April 27, 2011

THIS IS ME . =)

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be




This is me =)



Tuesday, April 26, 2011

谢 谢 你 , 告 诉 我 这 一 切 =')

男 孩 发 现 女 孩 有 了 新 的 恋 情 . 便 打 电 话 给 她 . 告 诉 她 他 想 说 的 一 切 .


“ 其 实 , 我 对 你 的 心 从 来 都 没 改 变 过 , 10 个 月 里 的 记 忆 ,
不 是 说 忘 记 就 忘 记 , 我 不 是 那 种 男 生 ,
我 不 喜 欢 看 到 你 和 其 他 男 生 太 近 .
如 果 我 不 在 乎 你 , 我 不 会 打 给 你 , 也 不 会 去 追 问 你 那 么 多 事 情 .
就 因 为 还 爱 你 , 才 会 打 给 你 , 问 问 那 位 男 孩 是 谁 . 再 问 你 是 不 是 真 的 爱 上 了 他 ?
你 真 的 认 为 我 已 经 把 我 们 10 个 月 里 面 的 记 忆 都 给 忘 了 吗 ?
不 会 , 我 不 是 那 种 男 生 . 到 现 在 , 我 还 留 着 我 们 的 照 片 , 我 们 的 记 忆 .
我 想 你 .. :') ”


谢 谢 你 , 告 诉 我 这 一 切 . =')


男 孩 , 其 实 " 我 " 也 很 想 你 .

Monday, April 25, 2011

25 april


Hello Bloggie !
i'm backkk !! haaha , i already din update my blog for 2 days =X

i'm queit busy in this few days .
i dont sleep enough ><
last sat when back to my mummy village .
edna and wen yee Following me too .
Hahah ! acttualy we plan go play water .
but rain.. so not jadi ><

and then follow my jie fu and my other cousin play
" bola sepak " in raining ! FIRST TIME !
its really fun but my leg damn pain =(
after that back to room and goin to bath .

and night , after dinner then have a drink .
" dester " weird oh the beer ==
just drink half my head start pain ady ==
well after that chit chat with cousin and intro them edna
and also wen yee . haha =P funny .
1:30am we sleep , 4:30 we wake .
cause mom wanna goin back kk early .

reach home 6:30 , they 2 and me continue sleep .
9am wake up prepare go out breakfast .
after that go church . after church movie .
haha =D
and night just back homee . =X
tiredddddd .




i have nothing to say about today .
HAHA =D

















Friday, April 22, 2011

it's GOOD FRIDAY ! =)







Have a very wonderfull day todaaay =)

attend church mass with friends .
and of course i've learn something new about Him , Jesus =)
Father talk about the passion of Christ todayy .


We are the reason that He gave His life.
We are the reason that He suffered and died.
To a world that was lost He gave all He could give.
To show us the reason to live.
thank you , Jesus .
Amen .





hmmp , gotta pack my bag .
goin back village tomorrow .
Edna and Wen Yee Following too =D
so .. Good Night buddies !
Sweet Dreams ! =D

Monday, April 18, 2011

Sorry , I cant be perfect .


Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according
To plan?
Do you think I’m wasting
My time doing things I
Wanna do?
But it hurts when you
Disapprove all along


And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can’t pretend that
I’m alright
And you can’t change me


‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect


I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be
My hero?
All the days
You spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don’t
Care anymore


And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can’t stand another fight
And nothing’ alright


‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect


Nothing’s gonna change
The things that you said
Nothing’s gonna make this
Right again
Please don’t turn your back
I can’t believe it’s hard
Just to talk to you
But you don’t understand


‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect


‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect




Sorry , i cant be perfect =')



Thursday, April 14, 2011

14 april

dunno how to describe today .

angry ? innocent ? Happy ?
==

me and my others 19 fren get scold from teacher today ==
just because we don have bring text book also need perjanjian .
as she wish , we do perjanjian for her . ==
and we all say sorry to her again .
acttualy we all are not willing to do that .

The Only word i can say ,
WE dont have do anything wrong .
only don have bring text book also need till like this .
As a teacher , you must solve the thing easier and make
the case gettin smaller .
not MAKE THE CASE GETTIN BIGGER . ==

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

12 april

CAN I CHANGE SCHOOL ? ==

TODAY , Bm teacher spoil my mood again ==

i don get the Question paper cause i'm absent on that day .
nobody told me about the paper .
the teacher give them the paper that day and also
ask them to past up on that day too .
how i know about the excersise paper ?
DAMN !!
you really make everybody feel stress ==
i wont do what you asked me to do .
I don mind bout you asking me copy those question .
But Please , Don talk with us like we're stupid .
please STOP scolding us with " those word " ==
satan ? funny .
People Don have the Question paper , and ask you for that .
You say its NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS .
Fine , so we just do the answer on a paper .
and give it to you .
at least we done the answer please . and you dont accept it ==
SO , why you say its none of your business if you care the way we do ??
and , we never talk bad bout you .
We speak chinese does'nt mean we're talkin bad bout you kay..
WE NEVER TALK BAD BOUT YOU TEACHER .

AND ,
As you wish , I'm READY to take Amaran and do perjanjian
as long as you're happy . ==
although i'm not willing to do that . ==





Monday, April 11, 2011

11 april what a lame dayyy

urgh , mood got a little bit low today .
give malay teacher denda ==
i really don know what she's teaching us .
hard to understand .
hard to communicate with the teacher .
i hate the word she scold us .
what satan la and many . ==
damn stress ohh Zzzz


and its boring at school today .
1m1s . forget to bring shirt .
so just sit besite rest and chit chat with fren . :)

urghh ! what a lame day .


Sunday, April 10, 2011

9 April

Hello Bloggie ! =D


Hmm , i'm gonna start my yesterday diary :)

wheeee , in the morning i went to wen yee house .
after that reach her house SOT with her and edna . funny crazy us xD
and den wait for Kai eng fetch us to Jie house .
hahaa =D

and den we reach .
and jie bring us to Chicken Recipe have our lunch :))
Yummy =D the boss there so cute , funny and friendly :D
got MAMA feel =D

finish our lunch , we back to jis house , we watch " the passion of Christ " .
touch by the movie . Jesus gives us A new life .
Jesus washes our sins through the Cross .
I love You , Jesus :')

and den finish watch we change shirt and prepare go to church . 6pm ,
Sunset Mass Started , after mass , we Go LifeNight againn :)
and know more about Jesus .
we sing , Sharing :))
10pm , LifeNight End , see ya on next saturday againn . whee ;)


10 april

today just stay at home .
feeeel reallly really tireddd .

nothin special bout todayy .


kai eng :)
Edna :P
Wen Yee :D
Vivian Jie * :D

Chicken Recipe . look like one big Family right ?? =DD

Friday, April 8, 2011

8 april


8 april , lovee todayy :)
do you remember what day is today ? :)



Today at school , like usually . nothing special .
haha =X
just stay at school for the meeting of the drama .
after meeting , we go yam cha :)

and wen yee uncle fetch me back home .
reach home den take my medicine .
:)



later going out with my sis and her husband .
Bring wen yee out too .
goin for a movie :))

wheeeee :)
today is Friday , Tomorrow is saturday .
goin church life night again :*


alwaysss be strongg . :*

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

6 april

Hello bloggie .

like usually go to school today .
whole day at class havin fun with all teacher and friends .
nothing make me feel stress today . haha =D
Hmmm Hmm , when english class ,
English teacher told us that we are goin to act a drama .
whole class included . haha ~ some of friend be director la , usher la ,
make up , Set and so on . the drama is need to perform 1 .
still dunno whens the date yet .
we just have to prepare . wuahahah!
and , I'm The Actor for the Drama ~ hahha! cant believe =X
feel so excited for the skrip ! xD
i think itss really really FUN this ~ =D
WOOHOO ~ ! continue discuss with teacher again tomorrow =)


2:30 ,
its time for kokum again . i don have wear uniform =X
Luckily Teacher no come =P and den go auditorium for interact club .
also play games there . funnnn a lott ~ ! =D




urghh , hateeee .
Fever , Cough and Flu and keep on feel like freezin this few days .
cause of the RAIN ? ==
acttually i need to go hospital and get injection today .
but i'm not feeling well . so i din go hospital =X
Nvmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ,be strong phoebe =)
I cannnnnnn :)*


Bye Bloggie , goin pack up my bag .


Nightssss ~

Monday, April 4, 2011

Famous last word .

Now I know that I can't make you stay
But where's your heart?
And I know there's nothing I could say
To change that part.
So many bright lights to cast a shadow, but can I speak?
Well, is it hard understanding I'm incomplete?
A life that's so demanding, I get so weak
A love that's so demanding, I can't speak.
I see you lying next to me.
With words I thought I'd never speak.
Awake and unafraid.
Asleep or dead.
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead!)
if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home .

Sunday, April 3, 2011

iwontbelieveinyouanymore.

Your Word :')


Your Word , Hard to believe . once i believe , you make me dissapointed again .
Your Word , i have try to believe , but once i believe , you make me dissapointed again .
Your Word , I believe always . but what you give me ?
i always believe the word you say . always and always . i know you lie ,
but i still believe.. why ?
When i Need you most , you leave .
When i need you , you're not beside me .

Past is Past . If its over , just let it go .
please ..

Someone , you're right :) why should i wait for him ?
Someone , You're right , why should i wait for someone that not love me anymore ?
Someone , you're right , Why should I believe his word although i know his lie ?
Someone , Thanks for waking me up . :)


I dont love you , like i did before .
Sometimes i cry so hard from pleading , so sick and tired
of all the needless beating .

I've been givin out chances everytime and all you do is
let me down . you dont have to call me anymore .
i wont pick up the phone . this is the last straw , dont want to hurt anymore .
Someday , you can tel me you're sorry .
but wait till the day , i wont believe you like i did before .
You're not Sorry at all =)

I'm Sorry , cause I Dont love you like i did yesterday .




iwontrustyourwordanymore.never.