1 JANUARY 2011 =D

Finally 2011 beginning =)

say bout last night first ! hahhha !! 31 december 2010 . =)

Okay ,, Hmm.. yesterday 6 like that . my friend wen yee and bubu and one his friend go suria meet me.. after that we jalan2 . we buyed thing at body shop and go . hee ;)
almost 7 like that , they finish buy their thing , so we back to their hotel and preparing to go kkbox celebrate Xiao Bai Birthday and also countdown for 2011 ! =D
reach there , got some i dunno de >< so arkward . hahaha =D but they're so Funny and High !! 9 more like that , a stupid call me from kl , and tel me bout kl situation . He at Genting waiting for countdown too !! so i ask him must 12am ngam call me !! he 11:58 ady call me le xD keep woohoo woohoo there lagi !! hahhhahah !! kkbox sponsor us some entertainment for countdown too =D those guys keep play and jump dao high high xD
well , FINALLYY !! my phone 00:00 !! 2010 END and 2011 BEGIN !! woohooo !!!!! put down all the bad memories !! and start the swweet memories at the first second of 2011 with them =D

12:45 like that , we 're back . we call car to fetch us , after fetch them to their room , and my turn to home . hahahha ! TIBA2 !! a stupid call me say genting tidak jadi play fireworks cause the fog was too heavy , wuahahha !! zadao him !! what can do kan stupid ? =DD finish talk phone a few minutes . i reach home , almost 2am , i tot my dad will scold i late back . manatau HE give me 1 tin heineken lagi xDD what a SPECIAL day ?? xD and den give him face luoo , " ONE GO " with him xD and den go in to room and sleep !! hahahaa =D

ITS WAS A VERY VERY VERY HAPPY DAY " TODAY " =DD

30 dec 2010 . The BEST DAY I EVER MEET ON 2010 =)

today 8 ++ like that .

i'm waiting car for back home at outside of wisma .

suddenly !! 1 gui po ang 2 gui lao keep jalan2 in front me xD

i wanna take pic with them , but they make me so high!!

so i direct ask the guard help us take a picture ! =P

they're so so so friendly !!! one of the gui lao ask : should i sit down so that you wont

look so short at the pic ?? xDD awwwww !!

so sweeett him xDD and den the girl say : you're so FRIENDLY AND SPECIAL .

aisehsehhh !! terus bangga oh ME ! xD just finish take pic with them ,

then my car reachh =DD so i say bye bye with them =DD

arghhh i'm so happy today !! xDD <3

我可不可以 ， 只活在你的回忆里 ?

累了 照惯例努力清醒着

也照惯例想你了

好怕一放心睡了

心跳在梦中不听话的

就停止了

听着 呼吸像浪潮拍动着

越美丽越让我忐忑

我还能珍惜什么

如果我连自己的脉搏 都难掌握

如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命

留下你错愕哭泣

我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你

想到我让深爱的你 人海孤独旅行

我会恨自己 如此狠心

如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运

没机会白着头发

蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽

漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊癒

若有人可以 让他陪你

我不怪你

快乐 什么时候会结束呢

哪一刻是最后一刻

想把你紧紧抱着

可知你是我生命中的

最舍不得

如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命

留下你错愕哭泣

我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你

想到我让深爱的你 人海孤独旅行

我会恨自己 如此狠心

如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运

没机会白着头发

蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽

漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊癒

若有人可以 让他陪你

如果我变成回忆 最怕我太不争气

顽固地赖在空气

霸占你心里 每一寸缝隙

连累依然爱我的你 痛苦承受失去

这样不公平 请你尽力

把我忘记

suddenly MY FM played this song when i'm on the way back home just now , =)

now i realize , how much stupid i am .

i just can describe my feeling with this songs =)

Cxxxx Cxxx Cxxxx Hxx , I'm happy to see that you're happy than before ,

The girl whos can rely give you happiness , is her =) i'm just a visitor in your life .

I just borrow your 10 months in your life . and now finally i could put you back to the

place where you should be . =)

Take care her good2 ahh .

A girl could give up everything just for the one they love . A boys can too =)

I LOST YOU , BUT I STILL GOT A LOT OF MY FRIENS =)

who's watching my blogger now , YOU're My FRIENDS !!!

So FRIEND , I NEED YOU ANYTIME , please always be there okay ? =D

wish me luck in my life !! =)

Writed By Me , Phoebe .

27/12 ( monday )

just back home from damai YOYO with wen yee =)
Hmm , she say she's sad so after i work den company she go yam cha xia .
RELATIONSHIP again ><>

well , after that we back home cause she cant too late back .
me too , wanna back home to rest . =)



I'm listening for " Cry On My Shoulder " now .
a song that full of memories for everyone =')



Bye Bye , till here for today Friendss !
Nightss ! <3

Finally , i know the meaning for this song . but too late =(

YOU SMILE I SMILE

I'd wait on you forever and a day

Hand and foot

Your world is my world

Yeah

Ain't no way you're ever gon' get

Any less than you should

Cause baby

You smile I smile (ooh)

Cause whenever

You smile I smile

Hey hey hey

Your lips, my biggest weakness

Shouldn't have let you know

I'm always gonna do what they say (hey)

If you need me

I'll come running

From a thousand miles away

When you smile I smile (ooooooooh whooooaaaa)

You smile I smile

Heeeey

Baby take my open heart and all it offers

Cause this is as unconditional as it'll ever get

You ain't seen nothing yet

I won't ever hesitate to give you more

Cause baby (hey)

You smile I smile (whooooaaaa)

You smile I smile

Hey hey hey

You smile I smile

I smile I smile I smile

You smile I smile

Make me smile baby

Baby you won't ever work for nothing

You are my ins and my means now

With you there's no in between

I'm all in

Cause my cards are on the table

And I'm willing and I'm able

But I fold to your wish

Cause it's my command

Hey hey hey

You smile I smile (whoa)

You smile I smile

Hey hey hey

You smile I smile

I smile I smile I smile

You smile I smile

Oh

You smile I smile

You smile I smile

MERRY CHRISTMAS !! =D

Jingle bell ~ jingle bell , jingle all the way ~ and lalalala xD
Merry Christmas Friends ! =D

Today at work damn tired 1 , keep in stock >< but its so fun too =D 38 with my boss and the other 1 worker there =D

SO SO SO SO SO SADD CAUSE MY SOUND RELY SO "SEXY" in this year christmas ! ='( i'm so hard to talk , hou long tong , just recover 1 week den sick again ! wtf... ><

today after work den i go CP with My dearest edna to take my phone ! hahaha =D nice phone , LG <3 and den i company her buy her thing =) after finish shopping we had our dinner at hall 9 there . 2nd time go there , hahaha ! and den talk many xin shi with her =) i should not stay at the memories , i should leave all the memories and start my new life =) Gonna study hard for my coming SPM !!! woohooo !! JIA YOU PHOEBE !! I CAN I CAN ! =DDD

later on , we go waterfront " yim cha " xD a very CUTEE ah gua serve us xD and den we take pic with " HER " =)) wanna see the CUTE "GIRL" ? xD please check it out from my fb album =DD almost receive a lot of friends christmas wish message =D THANKSS ALL BUDDIES =))

12:00 , we both at car goin home xD countdown at car we both xDD FUNNY !!



Hmm , thats all for today , goin to take my mask then sleep !!

Nightss ! =)) <3

22 dec =)

HAPPY = cause yesterday receive a message from someone late reply . although its rely late but at least he reply me twice =D hahaha =D
To My Brother Jovis And also His Friends who's goin to performance in this 24 dec , good luck ahhh !! wish you guys all the best !! Sorry For not goin to watch you guys performance . sure got next time . hahahha =D


arghhhhh !!!! goin to take PMR result tomorrow !! STEADDDDYYYYY PHOEBE !! xDDDD

TO THE PERSON WHO GOIN FETCH ME TO SCHOOL TAKE RESULT , PLEASE DON DISSAPOINTED WITH MY RESULT !!!!! HAHAHHA !!



Till here for today , wish you all 冬节快乐 !! =DD

MISSIN YOU !!!!

I MISS YOU A LOT TODAY . =(

19\12 ( sunday )

today don have the mood write blog =| just simply write my blog ya =)

( skip the morning diary ) =) 6 : 30 after work , with edna and wen yee jalan2 at cp . and den go water front yam cha . haha . after that wait car back =) now at wen yee house waiting my car come and fetch me =)


dats all ! =) will continue my bloggie when my mood back =)



nights

18\12 ( sat ) Last day HE at KK ='(

like usually , go work =D hahahah , dunno why so happy today , cause me " xiang de kai " ady maybe ? GREAT PHOEBE ! xD

work work xia , 1:30 like that =) suddenly Jovis call me ask me for lunch , so i go food court find him . and his that 1 fren too =D when reach there , we kin gai yi xia den i ask jovis help me order drinks . he so ting hua , help me order " MILO PING " and his " LEONG FUN HOT " xD when our drinks dao ady , HIS FRIEND father spend us drink juice lagi. hahahaha ! forget the juice what name ady ohhh =P 2:30 like that , finish havin lunch . i ta pao the dumpling for my boss eat . hahaha , cause out too long ady =P so i go first , they still kin gai there , =) when reach shop , i forget to take a pic with him , haiyaa , he not always come kk 1 =( when i text him that time he ngam2 in car . sayanngg !!! >< next time lur xD JOVIS WONG !! DON FORGET YOUR PROMISE TO ME !! xDD



after that , got 2 fren lagi go find me xD Same Destiny and Wei Dong , hahahahah ! and so many many bla bla bla xD


thats all for today ! time past too fast ady ><

goin bath now =D



Bye Bye !! ^^

17\12 ( friday )

early in the morning , my jie fu bring me go gaya street eat den fetch me go work . haha =D

after that , 1:30 like that got 1 friends come from keningau name JOVIS go my work place there find me . hahahaha =D and den ask boss for give me 1 hour rest time . take lunch with Jovis , Amely , Bryan and one Jovis Friend >< name ="D">< first time eat . not nice for me xD
amely SOLO the rojak , then Jovis , me , bryan eat the dumplings =D


Night , after i work . 8:30 =)
we plan go padang merdeka there watch fireworks . 10pm like that..
time still so early , den i wait him and one his fren find me at wisma , and den we walk go suria =D
reach suria , we go " Eu Yan Shang " find his friend . wait for his fren come out , manatau his fren don wan to join us ><>< sayang =(


and den we jalan kaki from suria go CP find Elviz !! FIRST TIME BUT ITS SO FUN walk with the 2 se man zai xD reach CP , we meet up with Elviz , den in his car go water front find amely , manatau reach there she ady on the way go kk box >< talking2 =")" scold ="P">< ( SORRY ! ) after yam cha Soo fetch me back home . haha ! talk so many xin shi with him , and he make me realize so many thing ! Thankss soo =)


after reach home , bath den sleep xD

TATA =P

BE STRONG PHOEBE !!!!

Hmm.. early in the morning go work , and den chit chat with boss ant there d kakak =D they keep make me laugh ! xD cause they know i'm unhappy =') Hmm.. after that amely go my shp there find me king gai =) so syok king gai with her =)


arghhhh ! i dunno what else i can say . i rely need someone to help me this .
maybe i think too much ? but it's rely harddddddd to get off all of this PAIN =')






TIRED------------------------------------
till here ,

Baby I will wait for you if i really can ! =') i love this song very ,much ! =')

I never felt nothing in the world like this beforeNow I'm missing you & I'm wishing that you would come back through my doorWhy did you have to go? You could have let me knowSo now I'm all alone, Girl you could have stayed but you wouldnt give me a chanceWith you not around it's a little bit more then i can standAnd all my tears they keep running down my faceWhy did you turn away?

So why does your pride make you run and hide?Are you that afraid of me? But I know it's a lie what you keep insideThis is not how you wanted to be

So baby I will wait for you Cause I don''t know what else i can doDon't tell me I ran out of timeIf it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for youIf you think I'm fine it just aint trueI really need you in my lifeNo matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

Baby why can't we just start over againGet it back to the way it wasIf you give me a chance I can love you rightBut your telling me it wont be enough

So baby I will wait for youCause I don''t know what else i can doDon't tell me I ran out of timeIf it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for youIf you think I'm fine it just aint trueI really need you in my life No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you




=')

Pleeaaseee donn too over on fb . i scare i cant tahan

15 dec 2010

Just reach home , and now i'm bloggin in front my computer X)

accualy plan to go amely birthday today , but i so late just fang gong den no go dao =( sorry amely ! :DD wish you happy always and geettin more pretty !! :D

after i work i go lintas and find my friends yam cha :D go jia xiang there meet him =) tiba2 wen yee call me that she already reach kk . so i ask her to find me at lintas YOYO, after that follow her car go damai there eat " FRIED KUEY TEOW " =DD

after eat i back her house.. in her room and she give me a BAG and e purple colour singlet .. nice !! =D and she take out all of her thing.. got her beloved BUBU shirt and pants . some present for other friends too =D

a few minutes later , my car come over and fetch me go home =(



till here for today , i'm searching for nice song now , who got any nice song just intro to me ? post the link to my facebook wall =) thankss ! =D

till here i'm bla bla bla-ing today , continue it by tomorrow :DD

我会好好过 =')

你的爱很像泡沫
太轻或太重 都不在手中
我的爱就像天空
太放或太收 你都只是风
你来过却爱上自由 你出走我不问理由

我会好好过 等你再爱我
总有个角落 会让你想起我
我会好好过 等你再爱我
向右或向左
都有我站在这里守候

你留下很多
够我面对寂寞
寂寞不重 纵使爱太弱
我会好好过 等你回头
会看到的一定是我

Wish she will give you happpinesss =)

For You =')


Thankss for telling me what your feeling just now.. I'm rely a very bad indeed girlfriend.. no matter what i talk to you.. its don have any meaning for you.. what i say now just , Please take care yourself , live happily =') I'm Sorry if i hurt you before.. so toh soi oh just now , cry in front you ! =D don mind yaaa :DD I'm okay right now . =) finally we settle it.. although its hard to put down our memories =') Cyril Chia Chuen Hou , PLEASE BE HAPPY ALWAYS ! =)

To The Girl That He Love <3 =) ,

Please take care with him.. i wish you two could stay together longer =) i trust the girl that he fall in love must be very nice.. =) he got tel me bout you today.. Firstly, i wan to thankss you for make him happy and laugh back " that day " =) now you're the only girl who can make him feel happy and not lonely =)






Till here for today =')
Tired and i need take a rest now :DD
Nights ! <3 =D

My Life =')

My Life , just can like this =')

i wish i could dissappear in this world soon =)






PHOEBE !! GOOD LUCK !!

I'm waiting for SOMEONE , J =)

i'm waiting for SOMEONE , J :)

Hold My Hand =)

SOMEONE <3

Today :)

Cant describe whats my mood today :D

I feel Happy today and i dunno why ? maybe its SOMEONE make me feel that =O

early in the morning go to work . and now i'm just sittin infront of my laptop and bloggin =)

Talking phone with SOMEONE now ;P ♥

ALL CHANGE =)

Today , i also dunno whats goin on with me =(

its past , and it will never come back again =)










SOMEONE , HELP ME ! :(

TODAY :D

hello blooggerrr ! ! :P


I'm just back from Tanjung aru with my 2 friends. haha. and i buyed a very cute clock from there. just rm15 <3 TOUCH SCREEN ALARM CLOCK =P

keep watching to the clock now , haha .


k laaa , wan sleep le ohhhh.. tataa ! <3

NIGHTSSS ! :D

I'm Back ! =)

HELLO :D

I feel so much better den before.. without HE besite me.. I can still Live Happily. =) got all you guys support and comment , i appreciate it very much :') last 2 day he got text me , but i treat him LCLY AND COLD++ :'( Maybe its normal ? =) i still ask him don find me anymore , acctualy , i never hope that.. ='( just when he text me , my tears start falling down :') NORMAL !! :'D HE's Right.. Although we're not couple anymore.. we're STILL the BEST BEST FriendSs :) <3 HE's still wondering about his SPM . haha ! Good Luck Cyril ! =)

From the day we Break , there're a lot of my friends text me :) thankss for who leaving comment here and also at FB =) <3



i'm not goin talk so much today ,
Not feeling well .

Bye2 . Nights <3