有一种爱叫做放手 !

我们一起为我们的爱放弃我们所谓的天长地久吧.　:')

Sweetheart , its time to set you free.. i leave you , you can don think bout me ady.. no nid reply my msg.. no nid call me and many.. i also dunno why we will be like this.. :"( i also don wan.. i rely dunno what else.. say what also no use.. cant go back ady right..? thankss for this 10 month 18 days Cyril.. :') the neclace that you lost last time.. i'm still will keep my promise.. i ady promise will save money and buy for you again de.. :) i'm workin and save money now.. :) although i can with a girlfriend d personality give you the gift.. But I will happy if you accept the gift.. its rely hard to put down all of our memories.. and i wont try to forget it too.. Cyril Chia Chuen Hou , THANKSS ! :')

CYRIL CHIA :) SORRY , the last time i wrote this long long d note for you.. :'(

My Love , i think clearly ady finally.. i dun wan to waste your time anymore.. thanks for this 10 month 18 days.. you give me many memories in this 1o month ++ :) Finally i know , the real meaning of love.. you take care me dao so good.. although sometime we argue once and once again.. :( But i dun wan make you feel sad and stress being with me.. i just wan you feel Happy.. thats enough for me.. i know you're still worry for your spm.. if i leave you.. you no need think bout me.. and you less 1 problem.. :\ I'm rely soorry cause make you hurt many time le.. i'm not the perfect girlfriend for you.. i will wait for you.. till the day you're rely in love with me again :) i believe that.. if we got " yuan fen " , sure will together back right ? :O I'm working hard now to save money and buy your Birthday Present.. and also our last monthsary gift.. maybe will late a bit just give ya bii.. sorry.. cause today i just work the 4th day.. salary still not high yet.. :( after i take the salary , i will buy the couple necklace dat last time bii lost it that.. although that time i'm not your girlfriend anymore.. but it's full of our story inside the neclace that write with the date we start our relationship.. just hope bii will keep the necklace whenever you go.. and Please don forget that i'm also your girlfriend before.. Please dun delete all the MEMORIES :( I also dunno why i will do this decision.. But except you, there is nobody can change my mind.. :)


Friendsss ! !
am i stupid doin such as this decision ?!! :(( i also dun wan de.. Maybe i'm just wan to give him freedom.. i don wan he feel hurt anymore.. do you all know ? in this 10 month ++.. i ady quarrel with him 32 times.. but he's still forgive me 32 times :) i love him more than i love myself !! :( but its because of this 32 times.. our relationship gettin more cold.. its all come because of me.. i first time have a good boyfriend like him.. First time :') and also he will be the last 1 i love.. If you guys ask me to find new 1.. i will wait till the day that he invited me to his wedding? just think wan to find a new love or not :)





Cyril Chia Chuen Hou , don worry !! i will be okay !!
Love you always ! like what i have promise you before.. :)


Till here , dats all what i'm gonna say..

Bye2 ~ :'D

原谅我的自私 ， 原谅我不夠成熟 ：‘）

我知道你最近很忙,还要烦很多很多的事情.

可是我不想因为这样而忽略了我们的感情.我

们那天通过了电话谈心事,你告诉我说:如果

有一天你离开了我,我会怎么样?

　我当时候

回答不出.我根本不想回答:(现在我回答你

:如果某一天你真的离开我,我会等你.

你是

我这辈子的新郎!我们不是答应过彼此吗?:-(如果之前我伤害过你,对不起,请原谅我

的自私好吗?谢俊豪,我真的真的不想失去你

,不要离开我..不管遇上了什么问题,我们

一起面对,好不好?亲爱的,　对不起,　我

那以住在你心里面的心,不想再回来了.就让

它这辈子都住在你心里面,可不可以??　

对不起 ， 我真的不想失去你 :'(

imissyoucyrilchiachuenhou ♥

你為什麼說謊

To My SweetHeart Cyril . :) ♥

tik tak tik tak ~ the time now is 00:12 . i'm still cant sleep in .

haix.. i really dunno what i'm thinking recently :'( we argue once and once again. :'(

bii , sumtime i rely hope dat you know my feeling.. i don know how tel you bout my feeling through phone call :'( so i just write here and hope bii will know A BIT about my feel :'(

Bii , sometimes.. i don hope i tel bii just bii realize what should bii reply\ans me , i don hope those type of message you reply me . like " what ? " " why ? " . i rely don like this type of message.. :'(

i keep read back the message we read before.. 20-09-2010 , 20:14 , " Bii , i love you forever and ever.. " bii suddenly send me this , i happy till wan cry le !!!! and 1 " Steamboat and katam are forever love with cyril and phoebe.. hehe.. " Bii , do you still remember all of our memories..? I hope your answer would be " YES " :')

i still got many many thing wan to tel bii accualy.. But it's too many , and i will wait until bii finish SPM.. just tel bii all of the thing i wanna tel you.. :) hope to see you soon bii ! :'(

how bout you bii..? got anything wan to tel me ? :) if bii no mood or what , bii can find me report de ohh ! :) i will always be there for you my SweetHeart ! :* ♥

k laa , maybe this only 20% per 100% dat i wan to tel bii ohh ~ hehee , wait after SPM ! ♥

nights bii.. sorry cause late sleep today ya Baby Mickey ><>

GOOD NIGHTS !

miss and love you !

MUACKSS MY MR.C ! ! ! ♥

Great + HAPPY DAY ! ! :D

today at school settle those register form == damn stress for it ==

if can , i wanna change school , which school should i change to ??

ouchh !! i'm full of STRESS today ! :'(

my register form NOT YET SETTLE YET ! !

waiting for this thursday just know the answer from LLL ==

AFTER SCHOOL :)

my friends and i goin to center and watch DEATH PLACE ! ~~

the movie we watch :) nice also laa , funny and kong bu :'D

edna and Qiao Li sit besite me and keep shout and laugh ! ! xDD

after dat , we go fun square , i play the cube and the mickey mouse pillow that !

but i ady waste RM12 for the mickey mouse pillow and i still don get it :'(

and den , we gai2 ! :D

after dat , all say bye2 :(

dats all for now , bye2 ! :O

New account ! :) last time dat account no use le :)

will update more about my life time ohh ~ ! :)
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