Friday, December 31, 2010

1 JANUARY 2011 =D

Finally 2011 beginning =)

say bout last night first ! hahhha !! 31 december 2010 . =)

Okay ,, Hmm.. yesterday 6 like that . my friend wen yee and bubu and one his friend go suria meet me.. after that we jalan2 . we buyed thing at body shop and go . hee ;)
almost 7 like that , they finish buy their thing , so we back to their hotel and preparing to go kkbox celebrate Xiao Bai Birthday and also countdown for 2011 ! =D
reach there , got some i dunno de >< so arkward . hahaha =D but they're so Funny and High !! 9 more like that , a stupid call me from kl , and tel me bout kl situation . He at Genting waiting for countdown too !! so i ask him must 12am ngam call me !! he 11:58 ady call me le xD keep woohoo woohoo there lagi !! hahhhahah !! kkbox sponsor us some entertainment for countdown too =D those guys keep play and jump dao high high xD
well , FINALLYY !! my phone 00:00 !! 2010 END and 2011 BEGIN !! woohooo !!!!! put down all the bad memories !! and start the swweet memories at the first second of 2011 with them =D

12:45 like that , we 're back . we call car to fetch us , after fetch them to their room , and my turn to home . hahahha ! TIBA2 !! a stupid call me say genting tidak jadi play fireworks cause the fog was too heavy , wuahahha !! zadao him !! what can do kan stupid ? =DD finish talk phone a few minutes . i reach home , almost 2am , i tot my dad will scold i late back . manatau HE give me 1 tin heineken lagi xDD what a SPECIAL day ?? xD and den give him face luoo , " ONE GO " with him xD and den go in to room and sleep !! hahahaa =D

ITS WAS A VERY VERY VERY HAPPY DAY " TODAY " =DD

Thursday, December 30, 2010

30 dec 2010 . The BEST DAY I EVER MEET ON 2010 =)

today 8 ++ like that .
i'm waiting car for back home at outside of wisma .
suddenly !! 1 gui po ang 2 gui lao keep jalan2 in front me xD
i wanna take pic with them , but they make me so high!!
so i direct ask the guard help us take a picture ! =P
they're so so so friendly !!! one of the gui lao ask : should i sit down so that you wont
look so short at the pic ?? xDD awwwww !!
so sweeett him xDD and den the girl say : you're so FRIENDLY AND SPECIAL .
aisehsehhh !! terus bangga oh ME ! xD just finish take pic with them ,
then my car reachh =DD so i say bye bye with them =DD


arghhh i'm so happy today !! xDD <3

Monday, December 27, 2010

我可不可以 , 只活在你的回忆里 ?

累了 照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中不听话的
就停止了

听着 呼吸像浪潮拍动着
越美丽越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏 都难掌握

如果变成回忆 退出这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你 人海孤独旅行
会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊癒
若有人可以 让陪你
我不怪你

快乐 什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的
最舍不得
如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你 人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊癒
若有人可以 让他陪你
如果我变成回忆 最怕我太不争气
顽固地赖在空气
霸占你心里 每一寸缝隙
连累依然爱我的你 痛苦承受失去
这样不公平 请你尽力
把我忘记


suddenly MY FM played this song when i'm on the way back home just now , =)
now i realize , how much stupid i am .
i just can describe my feeling with this songs =)


Cxxxx Cxxx Cxxxx Hxx , I'm happy to see that you're happy than before ,
The girl whos can rely give you happiness , is her =) i'm just a visitor in your life .
I just borrow your 10 months in your life . and now finally i could put you back to the
place where you should be . =)
Take care her good2 ahh .
A girl could give up everything just for the one they love . A boys can too =)

I LOST YOU , BUT I STILL GOT A LOT OF MY FRIENS =)

who's watching my blogger now , YOU're My FRIENDS !!!
So FRIEND , I NEED YOU ANYTIME , please always be there okay ? =D

wish me luck in my life !! =)





Writed By Me , Phoebe .

27/12 ( monday )

just back home from damai YOYO with wen yee =)
Hmm , she say she's sad so after i work den company she go yam cha xia .
RELATIONSHIP again ><>

well , after that we back home cause she cant too late back .
me too , wanna back home to rest . =)



I'm listening for " Cry On My Shoulder " now .
a song that full of memories for everyone =')



Bye Bye , till here for today Friendss !
Nightss ! <3

Sunday, December 26, 2010

Finally , i know the meaning for this song . but too late =(

YOU SMILE I SMILE

I'd wait on you forever and a day
Hand and foot
Your world is my world
Yeah
Ain't no way you're ever gon' get
Any less than you should
Cause baby
You smile I smile (ooh)
Cause whenever
You smile I smile
Hey hey hey

Your lips, my biggest weakness
Shouldn't have let you know
I'm always gonna do what they say (hey)
If you need me
I'll come running
From a thousand miles away
When you smile I smile (ooooooooh whooooaaaa)
You smile I smile
Heeeey

Baby take my open heart and all it offers
Cause this is as unconditional as it'll ever get
You ain't seen nothing yet
I won't ever hesitate to give you more
Cause baby (hey)
You smile I smile (whooooaaaa)
You smile I smile
Hey hey hey
You smile I smile
I smile I smile I smile
You smile I smile
Make me smile baby

Baby you won't ever work for nothing
You are my ins and my means now
With you there's no in between
I'm all in
Cause my cards are on the table
And I'm willing and I'm able
But I fold to your wish
Cause it's my command
Hey hey hey

You smile I smile (whoa)
You smile I smile
Hey hey hey
You smile I smile
I smile I smile I smile
You smile I smile
Oh

You smile I smile

You smile I smile


Friday, December 24, 2010

MERRY CHRISTMAS !! =D

Jingle bell ~ jingle bell , jingle all the way ~ and lalalala xD
Merry Christmas Friends ! =D

Today at work damn tired 1 , keep in stock >< but its so fun too =D 38 with my boss and the other 1 worker there =D

SO SO SO SO SO SADD CAUSE MY SOUND RELY SO "SEXY" in this year christmas ! ='( i'm so hard to talk , hou long tong , just recover 1 week den sick again ! wtf... ><

today after work den i go CP with My dearest edna to take my phone ! hahaha =D nice phone , LG <3 and den i company her buy her thing =) after finish shopping we had our dinner at hall 9 there . 2nd time go there , hahaha ! and den talk many xin shi with her =) i should not stay at the memories , i should leave all the memories and start my new life =) Gonna study hard for my coming SPM !!! woohooo !! JIA YOU PHOEBE !! I CAN I CAN ! =DDD

later on , we go waterfront " yim cha " xD a very CUTEE ah gua serve us xD and den we take pic with " HER " =)) wanna see the CUTE "GIRL" ? xD please check it out from my fb album =DD almost receive a lot of friends christmas wish message =D THANKSS ALL BUDDIES =))

12:00 , we both at car goin home xD countdown at car we both xDD FUNNY !!



Hmm , thats all for today , goin to take my mask then sleep !!

Nightss ! =)) <3

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

22 dec =)

HAPPY = cause yesterday receive a message from someone late reply . although its rely late but at least he reply me twice =D hahaha =D
To My Brother Jovis And also His Friends who's goin to performance in this 24 dec , good luck ahhh !! wish you guys all the best !! Sorry For not goin to watch you guys performance . sure got next time . hahahha =D


arghhhhh !!!! goin to take PMR result tomorrow !! STEADDDDYYYYY PHOEBE !! xDDDD

TO THE PERSON WHO GOIN FETCH ME TO SCHOOL TAKE RESULT , PLEASE DON DISSAPOINTED WITH MY RESULT !!!!! HAHAHHA !!



Till here for today , wish you all 冬节快乐 !! =DD

Sunday, December 19, 2010

19\12 ( sunday )

today don have the mood write blog =| just simply write my blog ya =)

( skip the morning diary ) =) 6 : 30 after work , with edna and wen yee jalan2 at cp . and den go water front yam cha . haha . after that wait car back =) now at wen yee house waiting my car come and fetch me =)


dats all ! =) will continue my bloggie when my mood back =)



nights

Saturday, December 18, 2010

18\12 ( sat ) Last day HE at KK ='(

like usually , go work =D hahahah , dunno why so happy today , cause me " xiang de kai " ady maybe ? GREAT PHOEBE ! xD

work work xia , 1:30 like that =) suddenly Jovis call me ask me for lunch , so i go food court find him . and his that 1 fren too =D when reach there , we kin gai yi xia den i ask jovis help me order drinks . he so ting hua , help me order " MILO PING " and his " LEONG FUN HOT " xD when our drinks dao ady , HIS FRIEND father spend us drink juice lagi. hahahaha ! forget the juice what name ady ohhh =P 2:30 like that , finish havin lunch . i ta pao the dumpling for my boss eat . hahaha , cause out too long ady =P so i go first , they still kin gai there , =) when reach shop , i forget to take a pic with him , haiyaa , he not always come kk 1 =( when i text him that time he ngam2 in car . sayanngg !!! >< next time lur xD JOVIS WONG !! DON FORGET YOUR PROMISE TO ME !! xDD



after that , got 2 fren lagi go find me xD Same Destiny and Wei Dong , hahahahah ! and so many many bla bla bla xD


thats all for today ! time past too fast ady ><

goin bath now =D



Bye Bye !! ^^

17\12 ( friday )

early in the morning , my jie fu bring me go gaya street eat den fetch me go work . haha =D

after that , 1:30 like that got 1 friends come from keningau name JOVIS go my work place there find me . hahahaha =D and den ask boss for give me 1 hour rest time . take lunch with Jovis , Amely , Bryan and one Jovis Friend >< name ="D">< first time eat . not nice for me xD
amely SOLO the rojak , then Jovis , me , bryan eat the dumplings =D


Night , after i work . 8:30 =)
we plan go padang merdeka there watch fireworks . 10pm like that..
time still so early , den i wait him and one his fren find me at wisma , and den we walk go suria =D
reach suria , we go " Eu Yan Shang " find his friend . wait for his fren come out , manatau his fren don wan to join us ><>< sayang =(


and den we jalan kaki from suria go CP find Elviz !! FIRST TIME BUT ITS SO FUN walk with the 2 se man zai xD reach CP , we meet up with Elviz , den in his car go water front find amely , manatau reach there she ady on the way go kk box >< talking2 =")" scold ="P">< ( SORRY ! ) after yam cha Soo fetch me back home . haha ! talk so many xin shi with him , and he make me realize so many thing ! Thankss soo =)


after reach home , bath den sleep xD

TATA =P

Thursday, December 16, 2010

BE STRONG PHOEBE !!!!

Hmm.. early in the morning go work , and den chit chat with boss ant there d kakak =D they keep make me laugh ! xD cause they know i'm unhappy =') Hmm.. after that amely go my shp there find me king gai =) so syok king gai with her =)


arghhhh ! i dunno what else i can say . i rely need someone to help me this .
maybe i think too much ? but it's rely harddddddd to get off all of this PAIN =')






TIRED------------------------------------
till here ,

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Baby I will wait for you if i really can ! =') i love this song very ,much ! =')

I never felt nothing in the world like this beforeNow I'm missing you & I'm wishing that you would come back through my doorWhy did you have to go? You could have let me knowSo now I'm all alone, Girl you could have stayed but you wouldnt give me a chanceWith you not around it's a little bit more then i can standAnd all my tears they keep running down my faceWhy did you turn away?

So why does your pride make you run and hide?Are you that afraid of me? But I know it's a lie what you keep insideThis is not how you wanted to be

So baby I will wait for you Cause I don''t know what else i can doDon't tell me I ran out of timeIf it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for youIf you think I'm fine it just aint trueI really need you in my lifeNo matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

Baby why can't we just start over againGet it back to the way it wasIf you give me a chance I can love you rightBut your telling me it wont be enough

So baby I will wait for youCause I don''t know what else i can doDon't tell me I ran out of timeIf it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for youIf you think I'm fine it just aint trueI really need you in my life No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you




=')
Pleeaaseee donn too over on fb . i scare i cant tahan

15 dec 2010

Just reach home , and now i'm bloggin in front my computer X)

accualy plan to go amely birthday today , but i so late just fang gong den no go dao =( sorry amely ! :DD wish you happy always and geettin more pretty !! :D

after i work i go lintas and find my friends yam cha :D go jia xiang there meet him =) tiba2 wen yee call me that she already reach kk . so i ask her to find me at lintas YOYO, after that follow her car go damai there eat " FRIED KUEY TEOW " =DD

after eat i back her house.. in her room and she give me a BAG and e purple colour singlet .. nice !! =D and she take out all of her thing.. got her beloved BUBU shirt and pants . some present for other friends too =D

a few minutes later , my car come over and fetch me go home =(



till here for today , i'm searching for nice song now , who got any nice song just intro to me ? post the link to my facebook wall =) thankss ! =D

till here i'm bla bla bla-ing today , continue it by tomorrow :DD

Monday, December 13, 2010

我会好好过 =')



你的爱很像泡沫
太轻或太重 都不在手中
我的爱就像天空
太放或太收 你都只是风
你来过却爱上自由 你出走我不问理由

我会好好过 等你再爱我
总有个角落 会让你想起我
我会好好过 等你再爱我
向右或向左
都有我站在这里守候

你留下很多
够我面对寂寞
寂寞不重 纵使爱太弱
我会好好过 等你回头
会看到的一定是我

Wish she will give you happpinesss =)

For You =')


Thankss for telling me what your feeling just now.. I'm rely a very bad indeed girlfriend.. no matter what i talk to you.. its don have any meaning for you.. what i say now just , Please take care yourself , live happily =') I'm Sorry if i hurt you before.. so toh soi oh just now , cry in front you ! =D don mind yaaa :DD I'm okay right now . =) finally we settle it.. although its hard to put down our memories =') Cyril Chia Chuen Hou , PLEASE BE HAPPY ALWAYS ! =)

To The Girl That He Love <3 =) ,

Please take care with him.. i wish you two could stay together longer =) i trust the girl that he fall in love must be very nice.. =) he got tel me bout you today.. Firstly, i wan to thankss you for make him happy and laugh back " that day " =) now you're the only girl who can make him feel happy and not lonely =)






Till here for today =')
Tired and i need take a rest now :DD
Nights ! <3 =D

Sunday, December 12, 2010

My Life =')

My Life , just can like this =')

i wish i could dissappear in this world soon =)






PHOEBE !! GOOD LUCK !!

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Today :)

Cant describe whats my mood today :D

I feel Happy today and i dunno why ? maybe its SOMEONE make me feel that =O
early in the morning go to work . and now i'm just sittin infront of my laptop and bloggin =)





Talking phone with SOMEONE now ;P

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

ALL CHANGE =)

Today , i also dunno whats goin on with me =(

its past , and it will never come back again =)










SOMEONE , HELP ME ! :(

Saturday, December 4, 2010

TODAY :D

hello blooggerrr ! ! :P


I'm just back from Tanjung aru with my 2 friends. haha. and i buyed a very cute clock from there. just rm15 <3 TOUCH SCREEN ALARM CLOCK =P

keep watching to the clock now , haha .


k laaa , wan sleep le ohhhh.. tataa ! <3

NIGHTSSS ! :D

Thursday, December 2, 2010

I'm Back ! =)

HELLO :D

I feel so much better den before.. without HE besite me.. I can still Live Happily. =) got all you guys support and comment , i appreciate it very much :') last 2 day he got text me , but i treat him LCLY AND COLD++ :'( Maybe its normal ? =) i still ask him don find me anymore , acctualy , i never hope that.. ='( just when he text me , my tears start falling down :') NORMAL !! :'D HE's Right.. Although we're not couple anymore.. we're STILL the BEST BEST FriendSs :) <3 HE's still wondering about his SPM . haha ! Good Luck Cyril ! =)

From the day we Break , there're a lot of my friends text me :) thankss for who leaving comment here and also at FB =) <3



i'm not goin talk so much today ,
Not feeling well .

Bye2 . Nights <3

Saturday, November 27, 2010

有一种爱叫做放手 !

我们一起为我们的爱放弃我们所谓的天长地久吧. :')



Sweetheart , its time to set you free.. i leave you , you can don think bout me ady.. no nid reply my msg.. no nid call me and many.. i also dunno why we will be like this.. :"( i also don wan.. i rely dunno what else.. say what also no use.. cant go back ady right..? thankss for this 10 month 18 days Cyril.. :') the neclace that you lost last time.. i'm still will keep my promise.. i ady promise will save money and buy for you again de.. :) i'm workin and save money now.. :) although i can with a girlfriend d personality give you the gift.. But I will happy if you accept the gift.. its rely hard to put down all of our memories.. and i wont try to forget it too.. Cyril Chia Chuen Hou , THANKSS ! :')

Friday, November 26, 2010

CYRIL CHIA :) SORRY , the last time i wrote this long long d note for you.. :'(

My Love , i think clearly ady finally.. i dun wan to waste your time anymore.. thanks for this 10 month 18 days.. you give me many memories in this 1o month ++ :) Finally i know , the real meaning of love.. you take care me dao so good.. although sometime we argue once and once again.. :( But i dun wan make you feel sad and stress being with me.. i just wan you feel Happy.. thats enough for me.. i know you're still worry for your spm.. if i leave you.. you no need think bout me.. and you less 1 problem.. :\ I'm rely soorry cause make you hurt many time le.. i'm not the perfect girlfriend for you.. i will wait for you.. till the day you're rely in love with me again :) i believe that.. if we got " yuan fen " , sure will together back right ? :O I'm working hard now to save money and buy your Birthday Present.. and also our last monthsary gift.. maybe will late a bit just give ya bii.. sorry.. cause today i just work the 4th day.. salary still not high yet.. :( after i take the salary , i will buy the couple necklace dat last time bii lost it that.. although that time i'm not your girlfriend anymore.. but it's full of our story inside the neclace that write with the date we start our relationship.. just hope bii will keep the necklace whenever you go.. and Please don forget that i'm also your girlfriend before.. Please dun delete all the MEMORIES :( I also dunno why i will do this decision.. But except you, there is nobody can change my mind.. :)


Friendsss ! !
am i stupid doin such as this decision ?!! :(( i also dun wan de.. Maybe i'm just wan to give him freedom.. i don wan he feel hurt anymore.. do you all know ? in this 10 month ++.. i ady quarrel with him 32 times.. but he's still forgive me 32 times :) i love him more than i love myself !! :( but its because of this 32 times.. our relationship gettin more cold.. its all come because of me.. i first time have a good boyfriend like him.. First time :') and also he will be the last 1 i love.. If you guys ask me to find new 1.. i will wait till the day that he invited me to his wedding? just think wan to find a new love or not :)





Cyril Chia Chuen Hou , don worry !! i will be okay !!
Love you always ! like what i have promise you before.. :)


Till here , dats all what i'm gonna say..

Bye2 ~ :'D

Sunday, November 21, 2010

原谅我的自私 , 原谅我不夠成熟 :‘)



我知道最近很忙,还要烦很多很多的事情.
可是我不想因为这样而忽略了我们的感情.我
们那天通过了电话谈心事,你告诉我说:如果
有一天你离开了我,我会怎么样?
 我当时候
回答不出.我根本不想回答:(现在我回答你
:如果某一天你真的离开我,我会等你.
我这辈子的新郎!我们不是答应过彼此吗?:-(如果之前我伤害过你,对不起,请原谅我
的自私好吗?谢俊豪,我真的真的不想失去你
,不要离开我..不管遇上了什么问题,我们
一起面对,好不好?亲爱的, 对不起, 我
那以住在你心里面的心,不想再回来了.就让
它这辈子都住在你心里面,可不可以?? 



对不起 , 我真的不想失去你 :'(

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

imissyoucyrilchiachuenhou ♥

你為什麼說謊

To My SweetHeart Cyril . :)

tik tak tik tak ~ the time now is 00:12 . i'm still cant sleep in .
haix.. i really dunno what i'm thinking recently :'( we argue once and once again. :'(
bii , sumtime i rely hope dat you know my feeling.. i don know how tel you bout my feeling through phone call :'( so i just write here and hope bii will know A BIT about my feel :'(

Bii , sometimes.. i don hope i tel bii just bii realize what should bii reply\ans me , i don hope those type of message you reply me . like " what ? " " why ? " . i rely don like this type of message.. :'(

i keep read back the message we read before.. 20-09-2010 , 20:14 , " Bii , i love you forever and ever.. " bii suddenly send me this , i happy till wan cry le !!!! and 1 " Steamboat and katam are forever love with cyril and phoebe.. hehe.. " Bii , do you still remember all of our memories..? I hope your answer would be " YES " :')

i still got many many thing wan to tel bii accualy.. But it's too many , and i will wait until bii finish SPM.. just tel bii all of the thing i wanna tel you.. :) hope to see you soon bii ! :'(

how bout you bii..? got anything wan to tel me ? :) if bii no mood or what , bii can find me report de ohh ! :) i will always be there for you my SweetHeart ! :*




k laa , maybe this only 20% per 100% dat i wan to tel bii ohh ~ hehee , wait after SPM !


nights bii.. sorry cause late sleep today ya Baby Mickey ><>

GOOD NIGHTS !
miss and love you !
MUACKSS MY MR.C ! ! !
Great + HAPPY DAY ! ! :D

today at school settle those register form == damn stress for it ==
if can , i wanna change school , which school should i change to ??
ouchh !! i'm full of STRESS today ! :'(
my register form NOT YET SETTLE YET ! !
waiting for this thursday just know the answer from LLL ==

AFTER SCHOOL :)

my friends and i goin to center and watch DEATH PLACE ! ~~

the movie we watch :) nice also laa , funny and kong bu :'D
edna and Qiao Li sit besite me and keep shout and laugh ! ! xDD


after dat , we go fun square , i play the cube and the mickey mouse pillow that !
but i ady waste RM12 for the mickey mouse pillow and i still don get it :'(
and den , we gai2 ! :D

after dat , all say bye2 :(


dats all for now , bye2 ! :O