Wednesday, September 14, 2011

I love you GRANDPA ! :)


last sunday morning , i get a call from my aunt , she told me that my grandpa
suddenly hard to breath. and they send him to hospital and my grandpa in
emergency room . and i told my mom. my mom working. so she ask
my oldest sister go and visit my grandpa first.. i stay at home..

evening around 5.. i went to hospital with my mom and my sister..
all my aunt was there..
when i loook to my grandpa , he''s so weaaaaaakkkkk , Hard to breath .
his heartbeat not stabil.. I scared.. I worried.. Tears out..
and i tel my mom , i dont wanna go school the next day and i wanna
stay at hospital to take care my grandpa . My mom ask me back home to bath first
just come later , so my brother in law fetch me home to ready my thing first . i done all
thing very quickly.. after bath.. i get a text from my sis and she says : " Grandpa already leave us" I Shocked , Cried , how dat i hope dat she get the wrong information.. but..

I rush in to the car and ask my brother in low fetch me back to hospital very fast .
i reach there , They all crying.. when look to the bed.. He stop breathing.. He's cold.. i cant stop crying and hug him.. my sister beside whisper me : Before grandpa leave , he din say anything.. he just leave his tears when his last breath " I Cry harder . if i know he'll leave us on that day..
i'll not backing home ! i'll stay there.. but its too late..

Grandpa , i miss when you ask me already eaten or not . i miss the way you laugh . the way you talk with me , the way you care me.. I miss you grandpa :'(((



His last picture :')
he'll go to a better place , where there's peace .
and its forever without pain and sick .
- Heaven
Grandpa , i'll be very miss you..

i took this photo 3 months ago :')
That moment , He's still challenge with his sick .
He's still Strong :') He Tried his best..

I LOVE YOU GRANDPA .
I MISS YOU GRANDPA .
:')

Monday, August 8, 2011

08 // 08 \\ 2011 This song is all what i want to talk today . :)

  • 休息是为了走更长的路
    你就是我的旅途
    都是因为你 我一直漫步
    想要跟你一起走到最后
    但我遗失了地图
    谁给谁束缚 谁比谁辛苦
    爱到深处才会领悟

  • [好的事情 最后虽然结束
    感动十分 就有十分满足
    谢谢你 是你陪我走过那些路
    痛 是以后无法再给你幸福]

  • [ 好的事情 也许能够重复 ]
    感动时分 就算纷纷模糊
    不要哭 至少你和我记得很清楚
    爱 是为彼此祝福

    Love
    想要跟你一起走到最后
    但我遗失了地图
    谁给谁束缚 谁比谁辛苦
    爱到深处才会领悟
    好的事情 最后虽然结束
    感动十分 就有十分满足
    谢谢你 是你陪我走过那些路
    痛 是以后无法再给你幸福
    好的事情 也许能够重复
    感动时分 就算纷纷模糊
    不要哭 至少你和我记得很清楚
    爱 是为彼此祝福
    不要哭 至少你和我记得很清楚
    爱 是为彼此祝福




[ 好的事情 最后虽然结束 , 谢谢你 是你陪我走过那些路. 痛, 是以后无法再给你幸福]


Saturday, June 25, 2011

STRESSSSSSS !

Why should
FRIENDS become ENEMIES ??

I'm just feel so stress sitting at my class recently..
when i step in to my class , I feel weird .

last week , me and some of my classmate asking teacher for
changing the seat . we give teacher our idea . but teacher
not really like with our idea so teacher just think another
idea . we just follow what she ask us to do .
i believe that teacher do this also for our good .
isnt it ?

People , what a class should do is we need get closer to each other .
WE ARE CLASSMATES . theres no one that you dont know at our class .
Pleaseeeeee , BE WHAT A CLASSMATES SHOULD DO .
Not By judging them , hate them , blam them .

Sunday, May 29, 2011

TODAY MY LIFE BEGIN !


i've been working hard so long
seems like pain has been my only friend
my fragile heart's been done so wrong
i wondered if i'd ever heal again

ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
all around me i can feel a change (ohh)

i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking
i know i can make it, today my life begins

yesterday has come and gone
and i've learn how to leave it where it is
and i see that i was wrong
for ever doubting i could win

ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
all around me i can feel a change (ohh)

i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking
i know i can make it, today my life begins

life's to short to have regrets
so i'm learning now to leave it in the past and try to forget
only have one life to live
so you better make the best of it

i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking
i know i can make it, today my life begins

i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking
i know i can make it, today my life begins
today my life begins...



LEAVE MY PAST BEHIND ME .
i know i can make it .

Thursday, May 26, 2011

26 MAY


HELLO Bloggie !! :P

awww yeahhh finally end of exam ! hahaha!
today after school with edna , wen yee , fenny go watch movie .


Voice From The Grave .
damn this movie . dun know wan cry or laugh . hahah .

before we enjoy the movie . we go McD take our Lunch ! :D


4 set of DOUBLE CHEESE BURGER ! =D



tomorrow need go to school and celebrating for teacher's day !
hahah! after school goin to Likas Wall Climbing with Friends !
woohoo feel excited for it ! =D

Betweeen , Happy Holiday !! ^^


Tuesday, May 24, 2011

24 may :)

more few days Holiday Start :)



I though i can spend my holiday time with you .
but i know dats impossible .
Why Time Past so fast ? more few days then june .
feels like last year just happening yesterday .
I miss the times .
I miss the moments .
you lift my feet of the ground , and you spin me around .
you make me crazier .
feels like i'm falling and I'm Lost in your Eyes .
wishing that i realized what i had when you were mine .
all the thing i tel you was true , no lie . thats all what
i wan to tel you.
Sorry because i never appreciate you .
Sorry that i love you.
Sorry that i hurt you .
iwontfallinlovewithyouagain.
Thanks for your fairy tale .
IMY :')


i promise myself not to miss you again .
if's this is the only way for we both , i surrender..





Monday, May 16, 2011

Hello Bloggie !!

din upload my blog so long adyy =S
Hmm , just stress for the exam this week .
Account , Bm most stress!
maybe will less online this week .
=X

and 2 week Holiday coming !
planning go somewhere play .
anyone ? any nice place suggest ?
hahha .

Someone ,
i misssss you :P




Today Holiday . goin suria with Jessica laterr . :)